It is time to wake up and discard all the old ideas and beliefs that have led you consistently into conflict

Message from Saul via John Smallman for 8 May 2016 

It is humanity’s collective intent to awaken and, as All Are One with Source Whose intent it also is, awakening is inevitable. You are on the path to awakening, you always have been, and you will continue on it, until awakening occurs. There is nothing to fear, you cannot miss your moment of awakening, because you have made that irreversible decision to return Home. To awaken is to find yourself once again at One with God, eternally in the divine Presence from Which you have never been separated; eternally held in God’s loving Embrace that is ALL. The ALL is ALL-embracing, there is no beyond It, outside It, without It, no exclusion from It. It is God and You engaged in an eternal and ecstatic embrace, eternally inseparable, and eternally desirous of continuing in this state, and so You will. 

All the spiritual channels keep reconfirming for you the imminence of humanity’s awakening, and yet many of you keep allowing yourselves to be drawn back into doubt by the negativity of the illusion, as you are continually reminded by the media of the wars, suffering, unconscionable poverty, and unconscionable corruption that is occurring worldwide. Yes, there is an enormous amount of suffering across the world, but unless you feel intuitively called to physically assist in alleviating it by working with charities, or by going to areas that you have access to where you can personally help, or in some other appropriately active fashion, then do not dwell on the suffering. Instead, intend to send love, compassion, and healing to any areas that particularly concern you, or even to the whole world, and truly know that your powerfully held intentions are extremely effective. Then rejoice in the knowing that all manner of things will be well. 

The awakening process is moving forward unstoppably, because humanity has made the collective decision to awaken, and is firmly holding the intent to do so. As humans, it is almost impossible for you to understand how powerful your loving intentions are. I assure you that they are infinitely so. However, bad or unsettling news can distract you, causing you to focus your attention elsewhere, thus reducing the effectiveness of what should be and needs to be your main intention in life, namely to send love to wherever it is needed in every moment. When you wake in the morning, when you meditate, relax, contemplate, or pray, during the day, and again before you go to sleep at night renew that main intention, and know, truly know, that it is infinitely effective, because it is in complete alignment with God’s Will. 

On Earth, as humans, you appear to be living in an environment that is demonstratively unloving, an environment in which individual and corporate greed is relentlessly rewarded, while those who are loving and live lovingly, with love in their hearts empowering them in every moment, are ridden over roughshod, ignored, sidelined. However, the love that so many express is infinitely powerful, and it is changing the world. Do not be misled by the stories reported in the corporate media, those are stories whose intent is to mislead you and to arouse your fears so that you will continue to give away your power – which truly is enormous – to the authorities who claim to be acting in their citizen’s best interests. 

You are divine beings on Earth at this time to share and extend love to everyone without exception. More and more of you are realizing this daily and are releasing your fears as you engage lovingly with all with whom you interact in even the briefest of encounters or interchanges, and that is what is bringing humanity to awakening. Do not allow your doubts or fears to influence your behavior negatively, instead remind yourselves that you are the infinitely powerful children of God, on Earth in this moment to heal and awaken your sleeping brothers and sisters. Truly that is what you are doing. 

Without your input, without your loving intent, humanity cannot awaken. That is why you are presently embodied. You all made the magnificent choice to be catalysts in humanity’s accelerating awakening process, and although you mostly are unable to see what an enormous effect you are having, I can assure you that your intentions are dramatically effective. 

The reason that the various uplifting spiritual channels keep on reiterating the need for you to renew your intent to be loving in every moment and in every situation is because, due to the impermanent nature of the illusory world in which you are experiencing all of this, you keep getting distracted or diverted from your holy task by the daily demands of earthly living. Our task is to keep bringing your attention back to the knowledge of who you truly are, so that Love, your true nature, flows through you continuously and abundantly just as you intended when you chose to incarnate. Together we are doing this. 

No one acts alone. No one can act alone. Everyone on Earth is acting in harmony with many others as divine activists to bring this stage in the Divine Plan for humanity to its successful conclusion – the awakening of humanity. Although it appears to be something that is to happen in the future, it is in fact a done deal that has already occurred; it is just that the veil hiding Reality from you is also hiding from you the fact of your awakening. What you are all doing is dissolving or dematerializing the veil. As it disintegrates, Reality, Love, God will be revealed in all the splendid glory that is All that exists, and of which each and everyone of you is an inseparable aspect, a brilliantly shining facet. 

Keep on loving! That is why you chose to incarnate, and you are all masters of loving. When doubts as to your abilities, competence, or effectiveness arise . . . Love those doubts! As you know perfectly well, Love is the answer to every issue with which you are presented or with which you have to deal. And your own personal doubts and anxieties are issues that need only to be loved. 

There are very few among you who have not comforted small children when they have hurt themselves, and have then witnessed the amazing effect that comforting can have. Your doubts and worries are like small children within you that need your loving care and attention; they do not need self-condemnation or disparagement which only aggravates them. If there are aspects of yourselves that you feel are unworthy or unacceptable, just acknowledge them without trying to change or eradicate them. By just acknowledging them and nothing more, you prevent internal conflict from arising, and it is your internal conflicts that cling to that which you would like to release. 

All the wise mystics and sages have told you again and again that the way forward on the spiritual path is through surrender. Conflict always leads to further conflict, while Love dissolves conflict. You are Love, there is nothing else. What appears to be in opposition to It is illusory. If you bat a ball against a wall it keeps returning, if the wall is removed the ball fails to return. Conflict is like a ball hit against wall, and surrendering to Love removes the wall. 

Humanity has, over the eons, built numerous psychological barriers between its families, tribes, nations, cultures, and religions, and they have all led inexorably toward conflict. Now, finally, many loving and wise ones among you are helping to remove those unreal barriers and showing you that they are unnecessary. As the barriers fall, people begin to examine and study the differences between themselves and others and discover that there is much to be honored and admired. Truly, all are one, and the differences that have seemingly separated you, one from another, are but wonderful creative opportunities you can use for healing, reconciliation, and harmonious interactions that will bring joy to all. 

As you intensify your determination to express and demonstrate love in action in every moment, you are waking humanity from its eons long nightmare of fear, pain, and suffering. It is time to wake up and discard all the old ideas and beliefs that have led you consistently into conflict. Your true nature is Love, and when you embrace It and engage with It you heal yourselves and you heal the world. Focus on the acceptance of your true nature, let go of any doubts you may have about your worthiness, and know that there is nothing for which God ever condemns any of His beloved children. In that knowing, which you can access by going to your holy inner sanctuaries and opening your hearts to receive what is offered to you constantly in every moment, rejoice. God’s Love for you is infinite, eternal, and unchanging, and that is the perfect reason to rejoice! 

With so very much love, Saul.

You will be astounded to see how effective the loving intentions of each one of you has been

Message from Jesus via John Smallman for 26 November 2015 

The world is awash with disasters and catastrophes, or so it seems. Yes, the mainstream corporate owned and controlled media focus their undivided attention on the bad news – wars, suffering, environmental damage, and some corporate malfeasance – because that is the task their masters have set them with the intent of raising the levels of fear among ordinary citizens. And they are doing a good job. But their real intent is to distract you from the good news, the Real News – that those vast corrupt organizations are collapsing under the weight of the enormous unsupportable debt that they have taken on in order to establish an international camarilla to control your whole world, and the resultant in-fighting now going on between their members, as they fight for survival. This kind of authoritarian despotism has been attempted many times over the eons as clever, devious, and egoically driven individuals have sought ultimate power. 

They have always failed to achieve their aims. Suppression of others by force of arms is by its very nature self-defeating, because it requires secrecy and betrayal in its operations, and those betrayed always fight back, leading to the collapse of these erstwhile dictatorships. 

Love is the only real power, and it cannot ever be defeated. God is Love. Every sentient being is One with God. Therefore, there is only Love. Anything else is illusory and can only fail. It may appear to work, to be effective for a time, then it will inevitably collapse and fail. 

Those presently trying so desperately to reduce you to a state of permanent fear are themselves terrified as they observe their power, power they believe is their inalienable right, slipping away, slipping from their grasp, inescapably and predictably, like water through their fingers. And in their terror they are instigating activities of a most nefarious nature to try and convince you, the population of the world, to seek help from them, as they try yet again to present themselves as the only ones who can protect you from the ongoing wars of terror that they have instigated, and from their inevitable consequences. 

However, the vast majority of you no longer believe or support them, having made the collective decision to awaken; consequently their power structures will not survive, and all their nefarious and criminal activities will be fully exposed. When this occurs, it is essential that these miscreants are treated fairly, so that their trials do not degenerate into a war of vengeance against them and all who can in any way be linked to them as supporters or beneficiaries of their activities. That would only restart the whole sequence once again. 

Humanity has been doing just that for far too long and needs to move off or away from the “Möbius strip” of self-empowering and self-centered activities, followed by their inevitable consequences, and the resultant harsh judgments that always lead back to the point of origination, where it all starts over again. As the well known aphorism says, “Those who fail to learn from history are doomed to repeat it”. 

Nevertheless, some of those misguided ones may well need to be restrained, so that they can inflict no further damage on society. Only Love and the guidance that engaging with It provides will enable fair treatment of those miscreants to occur, finally allowing humanity to awaken. Bitterness, hatred, and resentment directed against those who have wronged you, only draws you back into the horror of the illusion. 

Great changes are happening right now within your illusory world and within the corrupt administrations that have for so long ruled you – political, national, international, financial, business, religious, and industrial – and these changes are bringing about their collapse. The initial changes have been the disclosure of many corrupt and damaging activities in which they have been engaged, activities that they have kept secret and hidden. With those disclosures trust in their honesty, previously assumed, has been destroyed. Trust is the foundation of all good relationships from personal to international, and once it has been destroyed it can only be restored with great difficulty. 

The Tsunami of Love is leading you all towards your inevitable awakening, and your daily setting of loving intentions takes full advantage of its most wondrous energy to share and extend Love to every place where darkness prevails. Do not miss out on your daily meditations and moments of peaceful relaxation or reflection, because you chose to be on Earth at this time to assist in humanity’s awakening, and it is by doing just this – nothing more is asked of you – that the hearts of humanity are encouraged to open to the field of Love enveloping them. The Love you share collectively – everything you do you do collectively, because all are one – is the collective will to awaken, and so it has to be shared to be effective. 

You share it by choosing to take time out within your holy inner sanctuary and allowing God’s Love to flow through you most abundantly. Do not for a moment think that because you experience none or very little sensation of this outflowing energy that it is not flowing. I assure you that it is flowing constantly, and that its effects are beyond your wildest dreams. When you awaken, all will be revealed, and you will be astounded to see how effective the loving intentions of each one of you have been. You can only change yourself, as you well know, but since all are One, changing yourselves changes all. What you need to understand is that attempting to change another individual human does not work, while changing yourselves changes everyone. 

You are Divine Beings of inordinate power, which you put into effect every time you make a loving intent. Keep making those loving intents and awaken humanity. 

Your loving brother, Jesus.

You are Godlike Beings, children of the Divine Creator, created like unto Him – Vast, Powerful, and Majestic

Message from Jesus via John Smallman for 14 October 2015 

Me: Good morning Dear Jesus. Thank you very much for your last message, what do you have for me today, as I do a quick clean of the kitchen in preparation for my son’s imminent arrival? And these last few days, in fact for the last week, I have felt quite upbeat, cheerful, optimistic. I’m wondering if it is just because I’m getting out and about more, being more social, or if it indicates an opening of my heart and an increasing acceptance of life as it occurs as an indication of my increasing faith that I am on my path and therefore doing what I came to do. Because previously, although I receive and post our messages, I have felt that I’m a bit of a waste of space, a useless eater. That feeling has almost totally dissolved, and I can’t help wondering if it is but a momentary upliftment of spirit, or will it last. So many of the saints and mystics I have read about have had ongoing “dark nights of the soul”, whereas I am truly blessed in not undergoing those kinds of deep depression. So, maybe I’m just changing my attitude, my perception and seeing things differently, as one of your lessons in ACIM (A Course in Miracles) suggests. 

Jesus: Good morning John. A good visit with your son is indeed a treat for you, which you will undoubtedly enjoy. And it has given you the motivation for some tidying up around both house and garden! As you well know, I always have a message for you and for our friends, so relax a moment into listening mode, and then we can begin. And yes, your happier state of mind is as a result of your changing perceptions, and these improvements or upliftments will continue – there truly are no limits to happiness! Just keep intending and allowing your heart to open, and it most surely will, as are the hearts of so many others all across the world. 

Enormous change is occurring in preparation for humanity’s awakening, which is ongoing right now. Be uplifted, be inspired, and share the energies that arise as a result, they are all aspects of Love, your true and eternal nature. We are all One! And you are all finally accepting and agreeing to that truth, which is why there is such joy in the spiritual realms, where we can see so clearly the remarkable attitudinal changes that humanity is in the process of making with such loving intent. 

All humans are spiritual beings, that is beings of pure energy, temporarily having a very limited life experience due to your choice to enclose yourselves in human bodily form. That body, while able to provide enjoyable sensations through its physical senses, is basically a shield that separates you from your true nature as Beings of Light. While embodied, you can choose to be unloving, uncaring, competitive, aggressive, self-seeking, and unaware of the feelings of others, or you can choose to be the opposite. The body hides your true nature from you, making it possible for you to make these kinds of choices. However, without it you can only be the fully sentient and conscious being that God created, a being of infinite Love. 

God, Love, our Source is unaware of anything that is not in complete and unchanging alignment with Love, because there is nothing else to be aware of. God is All That Exists and each sentient and conscious living entity is part of and eternally One with Him. There is nothing but God. The best way to conceive of that is to try and imagine Love as a field of infinite energy, far, far vaster than the enormous universe in which your tiny planet is located and on which each of you in your minuscule human bodies resides. You are, as One with God, the only Reality, VAST beyond your ability to conceive of, and you then chose to experience limitation by reducing yourselves, so that you could fit into the extremely limited vehicles that are your human bodies. It is really no surprise that you frequently feel extremely frustrated with your apparent smallness and consequential insignificance! 

To be as vast as God is, which you are, because you are eternally One with Him, and to experience a life that is severely limited by your human form, and while seemingly unaware of your true nature, is an extremely confusing and most unsatisfactory state of affairs. You know that your human form is inadequate, and yet there appears to be no alternative. Most of you at some stage then start to look for the real meaning to your lives as you tell yourselves “There has to be a meaning, a much deeper and more realistic meaning than just struggling to stay alive.” And of course there is! 

You are Godlike Beings, children of the Divine Creator, created like unto Him – Vast, Powerful, and Majestic – so, life as a human can never satisfy you. If separation from God was possible and had happened, then your lives would be incredibly short and meaningless. But separation from the Source in which all existence resides is impossible and you are all, every single sentient being who has ever entered the illusion, perfect Divine Beings with infinite wisdom, infinite knowledge, and infinite creative ability, because you are one with God who is Love in which All That Exists has its eternal existence. You can never be less than God Himself, because when He created you, He endowed you with all that He is. That is a concept that is practically meaningless to you in your severely limited illusory state of existence as humans. In fact, it appears insane. 

So, REJOICE, because what you are experiencing is utterly unreal, and you are about to awaken into Reality and recognize yourselves once more as the eternal and Divine Beings that God, out of infinite Love, created you. Love is all-encompassing, unconditionally accepting and utterly inclusive of all, because It is All! There is nowhere except God, Love, Reality, Heaven, Paradise – use whichever of those utterly inadequate words resonates most satisfactorily with you, or any other! – and each and every one of you presently on Earth, as well as all those who have preceded you or who will follow you, are eternally One with That. There are NO exceptions, so cease judging others as better or worse than, and understand that every sentient being is an absolutely essential part of God, no matter what it appears they are or may be doing as humans incarnate on Earth. 

You truly have NO conception of the vastness of God, or of You, while you have chosen to limit yourselves to believing that the illusion in which you find yourselves is real. You have indeed built an extremely real seeming environment in which to experience life as separated humans competing constantly with one another for the goods, the benefits, and the necessities of human life. And I say to you, “REJOICE,” because it is UNREAL. You will awaken, because God is Love, as are all of you, and He could not and would not allow you to sleep indefinitely experiencing dreams and nightmares that terrify you. 

It is His Joy and His Will to see you awake and sharing in Joy with Him in every moment – eternally fully conscious, eternally fully aware, because that is how He created you, and your apparent existence in your illusory world, with all its inevitable pain and suffering, is to be terminated as you awaken into that state of infinite Joy! 

You have free will, therefore you have complete freedom to construct and build as many illusory worlds or universes as you choose, but they will always remain unreal, illusory, because God, of Whom you are all inseparable parts, is the only Reality. Therefore, you will awaken; your awakening is inevitable, because it is impossible to remain asleep and dreaming for more than a brief moment. 

When you awaken, and that moment is imminent, your Joy, along with God’s, will be infinite. So, every day, please, enter your inner sanctuary, that holy of holies within each one of you where the flame of Divine Love burns continuously, and refresh yourselves with the loving embrace that awaits you there. By doing that you move ever closer to awakening, and as you do, the energy field of Love that you are expands and flows outwards to all others within the illusion bringing them also ever closer to awakening. 

You are all One, utterly inseparable from one another or God, but you have forgotten this, and within the illusion that seems to be a weird concept, an insane idea that a few weirdos cling to, because they are unable to cope with life and death in the “real world.” Well, the weirdos are those who are desperately clinging to that “real world” in which conflict, suffering, betrayal, and “death” are endemic and real! 

As Divine Beings, eternally at One with God, but apparently living long and stressful lives alone as humans, you each do have, deep within you, an Inner Self or space – containing intimations of the Real You – where you have instant access to us in the spiritual realms. We watch over you constantly, and we constantly await any calls you may make to us – by any name you use to call on us – for assistance. We are always available, there is never a moment when you could call on us and not receive an immediate answer. 

Unfortunately, by the time you have called on us, you have mostly decided what the answer is that you wish to hear and you have acted upon it, and so you frequently do not hear our response to your call, and believe yourselves to have been unheard. That is why practicing listening as you meditate or sit silently in that inner space is so important. 

You can hear us. Often you choose not to, because, having considered and judged the situation with which you need our assistance, you choose to follow a less wise course of action, and when the results are less than you had hoped for, you decide that you are indeed on your own – separated, which is an absolute impossibility – and that seeking assistance from us is useless, because we obviously have either not heard you, have chosen not to respond, have misunderstood you, or do not exist. 

I assure you that we truly are with you in every moment, that you are never alone, abandoned, unseen, or unloved. When you experience those sensations, it is because you have chosen to shut yourselves off from Love, because you fear that you are unworthy of It. As children of God, there is never a moment when you are unworthy of His infinite Love for you. Go within, ask for a Love squeeze, and let us show you how dearly loved you are! You need that reassurance, you are entitled to it, and we are here to give it to you. 

Your loving brother, Jesus.

Your real and unchangeable nature is as One with God

Message from Saul via John Smallman for 4 October 2015 

We have often talked of the tipping point, the moment when sufficient numbers of humanity presently incarnate on Earth would start effectively swinging the attitudinal balance away from conflict and distrust and towards Love, so that your awakening could occur. Previously we have suggested that that moment was very close. Well, now it is so close that you can reach out and make it happen! Despite the chaos and confusion worldwide with massive corruption apparent in the seats of worldly power, and with betrayals occurring in many areas leading to an increase in the seeming need to stop trusting one another (particularly on the political front), and the ongoing totally unnecessary wars, in fact, all is perfectly on the divine schedule for humanity’s imminent awakening! 

What is happening now is the opening up to general view of humanity’s collective buried and denied shadow side for all to see, accept, and integrate. And for humanity that is shocking! A very large number of you were either unaware of the vastness of this shadow or blamed it – i.e. projected it onto other people, cultures, ethnic groups, and nations – for the suffering in the world. It was the denial of this aspect, the unwillingness to look at it and LOVE it, that over the eons has led to so much suffering for so many. 

As modern psychology has come to understand, largely as a result of the work done by Carl Gustav Jung, the shadow side has to be acknowledged and accepted, in order for it to be integrated into the wholeness of either an individual or humanity at large, which it must be to enable sanity to rule (See Wikipedia for more on the shadow side: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shadow_%28psychology%29). 

It is humanity’s largely unacknowledged or denied shadow side, which is often its most creative aspect when fully integrated, that has made it so difficult for humanity to evolve spiritually. When you are in denial, enormous amounts of energy are expended in hiding from yourselves aspects that you fear are evil, destructive, or just unacceptable. But every aspect of a human has a divine purpose, an intent to assist the soul to evolve or move forwards along the spiritual path that it has chosen to follow in advance of its actual incarnation. Consequently, every aspect of an individual has to be acknowledged and lovingly integrated into the whole before awakening can occur. 

However, most of your cultural, social, and religious organizations and the beliefs to which they cling, have, over the eons, engaged very heavily in judgment of personal behaviors in order to establish what they see as an acceptable form to which all of their members must conform so that they, the elite or aristocracy, can control you and use you to implement their own hidden agendas. In fact, they have attempted to crush your divinely given creative talents by setting very narrow standards of behavior to which you had to conform if you were to be accepted by the society into which you were born. 

You were born free, because you were created free by God, but that has not seemed to be the case, as you have struggled to fit into social, religious, or cultural systems that were established within the illusion to make separation seem real. Being apparently separate, in a strange and threatening environment, it makes sense to attempt to conform to the “norms” of the society in which you find yourselves, especially as children, when you are dependent on others for the basic necessities of human life. 

As has been explained, God has only one Son, and that Son was, at the moment of His creation given all that God possesses. That one Son then chose to experience separation from God, the Divine Source of Love in which all of creation is lovingly held and embraced without break or interruption for all eternity. Separation from God is impossible, but the Son’s God-given power enabled Him to build an illusory environment that appeared extremely real to all the individuals, both male and female, into which He split Himself in order to experience that dream of separation. And separation by its very nature sets one against another in an endless search for what has been apparently lost . . . Love. 

The separated state that humans experience, if really acknowledged and looked at, is quite terrifying. You were created one with God as His only Son – or Her only Daughter if you prefer – to enjoy for all eternity an ecstatic existence in His loving embrace. There is nowhere else that sentient consciousness could exist, because it is an inseparable part of God, forever at one with Him. But the illusion was constructed, and, for those experiencing existence within it, it seems absolutely real. And separation from your Source is a terrifying thought, because separated from It there is no life. 

Your real and unchangeable nature is as One with God, and you have faint memories of that state, of infinite Love embracing you, honoring you, respecting you, utterly accepting you, always, for all eternity. Consequently, by comparison (although there is no meaningful comparison here!) the illusion, the world in which you experience life as humans, is severely lacking in every respect. Therefore, it is no wonder that you have this underlying sense of terror, because Reality has seemingly been lost and been replaced with a very unsafe environment in which your life lasts for only a very brief period of time and is then followed by permanent extinction. 

To be created into and for eternal life and then have that life reduced to a moment or two is an absolutely terrifying concept! And how could it not be? You were given everything, then the illusion seemingly took it all from you, leaving you alone, abandoned, and with only death to look forward to. You had moved, it would appear, from a state of infinite Love and eternal joy to inevitable extinction. 

At the precise moment that the apparent separation occurred, your loving Father instantly provided the way out of the illusion . . . salvation. The illusion is a place of confusion and chaos, a prison in which you regularly experience solitary confinement, a feeling of intense loneliness. Because it is unreal, just a veil or cloak that seems to separate you from God, memories of Reality seep through it to remind you that there is somewhere of intense wonder and beauty where you truly belong, and those memories are your salvation. 

Those memories are now being felt and remembered by increasing numbers of you, leading you to seek the way out of the confining prison that is the illusion. Over the eons many holy ones – and indeed you are all holy ones – have visited you and told you the truth about your situation and shown you the way home, but the familiarity of the illusion, despite the suffering and sense of abandonment it provides, appears to offer you some safety, while to move out of it into a space that is unfamiliar appears to be a very dangerous step to take, and so you cling to the illusion in the vain hope that things will improve. 

They will not! And vast numbers of you are at last realizing this, realizing that constant chaos and confusion is all that the illusion can ever provide. You are discovering that in fact all are one and that the way out, the way to dissolve it and return Home to Reality by awakening, is to practice loving one another without exception in every moment, as so many wise and loving teachers have demonstrated to you throughout the ages. 

Many of you are now doing this and your loving intentions and activities have brought the moment of your awakening tantalizingly close. Keep on renewing those loving intentions, whenever you think about them during the day and make it happen. 

With so very much love, Saul.

And the Prodigal Son returned Home

Message from Saul via John Smallman for 18 September 2015 

Hello, this is John with Saul’s message for Friday September 18th 2015. Today I am posting my whole conversation with him, because I feel many of you may be experiencing doubts, just as I am, about humanity’s awakening.

Me: Good evening dear Saul. Thanks for your last message. If you wish to commune, I am here intending to be ready to receive. And, as you must be very aware, I have been avoiding channeling again of late. What’s going on? My mood swings, my skepticism, my judgments, my lack of interest in life. If I’m on my path, and there surely is nowhere else that I can be, should I not be happy in the knowing that I’m eternally One with God, with you, with Jesus, with all of creation? Is my ego just blocking my access to the spiritual realms with meaningless distractions? Anyhow, I shall try to relax into a receptive frame of mind and listen to your loving response, which I believe is always available to me. And yet, I’m on edge fearful. This is stupid, insane – me in conflict with me. And yet, I’ve read that many holy ones on Earth have experienced something similar, only probably far more intensely. So, why should it be any different for me? 

I got very upset this morning listening to Anita Moorjani being interviewed about her near death experience by Brian Rose (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oz4NUe_hv2M). It was as though I was suffering deeply at missing out on God’s Love and Acceptance, like I could remember a time when I had it, but could not remember it, just the intense pain or emptiness of not having it, but what “it” was, I could not imagine at all. I guess I just felt utterly alone and abandoned, as she told her story of the infinite Love and Acceptance that she had experienced during her NDE, and of the fact that her knowing of it has remained with her. Yes, I “feel” my life is pointless here on Earth, but I “know” that it is not. So, please Dear Saul uplift me with a loving hug and an inspiring message. 

Saul: Yes John, I will. And of course you are on your path, precisely where you intend to be in this and every moment. Your feelings of aloneness and abandonment are being felt by many on Earth at this time. An enormous release of negativity, of anger, of bitterness, of resentment, of fear in all its forms is in progress and is visible in all the conflicts, wars, and human suffering across so many parts of the world. This is a prelude to humanity’s awakening. It is essential that humanity releases its vice-like hold on the illusion by releasing all that is maintaining that hold by being in contradiction and opposition to Love – anger, jealousy, bitterness, resentment, judgment, blame. 

There is only Love, and you know that, but in your fear, caused by the illusory separated state into which you willingly entered, you feel an intense need to protect yourselves. You fully believe in your state of separation, and in that state it seems that there are enemies all around you, anyone who is not you! But there is only One! And all that anger, jealousy, bitterness, resentment, judgment, blame is truly self-directed, BUT it is far too painful for you to acknowledge, let alone accept and so, you project it out there, onto others, and those others are You! 

You have rejected the Love that is offered to you in every moment, because of an intense sense of unworthiness that your choice to separate yourself from God has encouraged and developed within you. The parable of “The Prodigal Son” from The New Testament is the best analogy to describe what you are undergoing. 

And the prodigal son returned home, which is what you are doing. And the greeting and welcome that you will experience when you arrive is utterly beyond your comprehension at present, as you continue to be buried in the illusory state that you seemingly built all those eons ago, but in truth it was only a moment ago, because time is also illusory. You did a brilliant job in constructing the illusion, which is why it seems so absolutely real to you, more real than Reality, which you doubt. 

The “touchy feely” physical environment that is the illusion that you built is incredibly limiting, and that is why it is so difficult for you to conceive of Reality. The limitations are like a vast cloak or veil, a heavy and impenetrable fog which hides the Light from you, Light that is eternally present. Those who have near death experiences are effectively breaking through into the Light for a moment, and that experience can never be forgotten. 

Many of them are realizing that one of their tasks is to share their experience to assist in the awakening process, which they have realized is inevitable, and they are doing that. All their fears have been dissipated, permanently, by the experience of Love that their NDEs provided. 

This does not mean that they never feel sad or suffer, because that is part of the illusion to which they have returned, but those feelings are a result of their intense compassion for all of humanity. They too want the awakening to happen, so that all may return Home to Reality where the infinitely brilliant and undimmable Light of God’s Love embraces all in eternal ecstasy. 

Each one of you, even though you have not had the joy of a personal NDE, is also assisting mightily in the awakening process. The many are opening to the realization of the infinite Oneness that is the Divine Creation, as a direct result of the ever increasing intensity of the Tsunami of Love enveloping Earth and all life upon it. It is an intensity that you are driving in your enthusiasm to awaken, and to bring all to awakening with you. 

Humanity’s awakening is the only possible outcome, because it is the Divine Will, and all wills are in alignment with God’s, although within the illusion that appears to be but wishful thinking. Maintain that wish, maintain your will to awaken, and make it happen. That is why you are on Earth at this time. 

With so very much love, Saul.

The dissolution and disintegration of the illusion is proceeding at high speed

Message from Jesus via John Smallman for 3 September 2015 

Humanity’s progress along the path to awakening has been accelerating for a very long time, and is now approaching the moment of completion. You have almost reached your journey’s end, and that alone is cause for celebration, so do not allow the news reports of the mainstream media to draw you back into the gloom and doom of the illusion. 

At the moment of separation you immediately embarked upon the path to awakening, the return path to remembering who you were. But the separation, although unreal, was experienced as terrifying and permanent. Consequently, you were utterly unwilling at first to even consider the possibility of a return to your natural state at One with God. You believed, to use a phrase from your less than compassionate vernacular that you had “absolutely blown it!” 

To have separated from God, your infinitely loving Father, who had given you everything and withheld nothing, seemed to you to be an extremely grave insult, which of course it was, and therefore you saw it as utterly unforgivable. But, as you have so often been told, separation from God is impossible! Nevertheless, because you had chosen to experience that unreal state, which in that moment became for you extremely real, you believed that you had committed a heinous crime and offended God permanently, and that the offense that you had committed, effectively turning your back on Him, could never be forgiven. 

You were absolutely right, it could never be forgiven! But not for the reason you imagined. It could not be forgiven because it had never happened! 

Even now, as you seemingly reside in a loveless and material world of conflict and betrayal, nothing has changed. You are still, and always have been, One with God in the infinitely loving relationship that He established with You when He created You. 

There is no sin, there is no evil, there is no world, there is only God. It seems that you are separated, because of the nightmarish ongoing experiences that you are undergoing as you continue to maintain and believe in the illusion. That belief has effectively drawn a cloak or a veil over you, hiding Reality from you, but only because you believe that you are separate from God. 

While you believe you are separate from Him, you live in fear, which is the absence of Love. And without Love you buy into the belief that you have to fight constantly for survival. The wars that you have engaged in for eons, along with the massive numbers killed, or severely injured – physically, psychologically, and spiritually – continue to convince you that you are indeed separated from your heavenly Father. What you believe as real is what you experience as real, so your beliefs effectively maintain the illusion. 

The only way to release your belief in it is to open your hearts and allow the infinite Love, in which God holds you at all times, to enter and dissolve it along with the fear that is its most sturdy foundation. But nothing is sturdy enough to withstand the warmth, the compassion, and the total acceptance with which God’s Love for you embraces you, when you open your hearts and allow yourselves to accept it. In that loving embrace, all that is not in perfect alignment or harmony with it dissolves, because it is unreal, an illusion. 

Holding on to fear shuts your hearts to Love, supports the illusion, and just demonstrates your lack of trust in God’s eternal and infinite Love for you. Therefore, each time you pay a visit to your holy inner sanctuary – and every single one of you has a holy inner sanctuary – repeat your intention to open your hearts to receive God’s Love and to have It flow through you to heal and awaken humanity. Your doubts and your skepticism may well prevent you from experiencing any indications or feelings that anything is happening, but rest assured that every time you remake that intent waves of Love flow through you and out into the world of illusion, enormously assisting humanity on its path to awakening. 

You, the light holders and light workers, are bringing humanity to awakening by your loving intentions. A tremendous amount of uplifting and inspiring news and information is flowing across the planet via the World Wide Web and it is not reported on by the mainstream media, because the owners of those media want the people of the world to live in fear. 

Those who would retain their power over you, by controlling you and the “information” that they allow you to access through their tightly controlled news channels, feed on your fear and would convince you that terrorism can only be eradicated by military might, requiring the expansion of police and military forces worldwide, thus enriching those in power who are the commanders of those forces. 

They would also have you believe that the immigration crisis that is continuing to unfold in Europe as well as the masses of illegal immigrants pouring – as they would put it – into the United States of America across its southern borders threaten your livelihoods and the security of your families and loved ones. What they do not tell you is that they have caused those immigration problems by their activities in those impoverished nations by assisting and encouraging unruly and insane politicians to go to war against their own citizens so that those citizens, in increasing numbers, seek refuge in areas of the world where stable political and economic conditions still prevail. 

The apparent crises across the planet, seemingly unrelated to each other, are in fact part of a long term plan to reduce the planet’s population through war and tropical diseases in countries that are politically unstable, while at the same time frightening the citizens in the more stable countries of the world into calling on their governments to impose further restrictions on travel. 

In effect, those who would control the world and its resources solely for their own benefit, are attempting to persuade you that they are looking after your best interests, while secretly intending to remove as many of your freedoms as they can, under the cloak of protecting you from terrorists and waves of illegal immigrants, by massively increasing the size and authority of the military, the police forces, and the intelligence agencies that answer only to them. 

Do not be alarmed! These plans will not succeed. Those in high places, those holding the reins of power and who have agreed to this plan to enslave humanity, cannot even trust each other. They are egoic megalomaniacs who will self-destruct. Many within their organizations have seen the light and are seeking whistle-blowers to whom they may unburden themselves of the terrible secrets to which they are party, because they have realized that these corrupt regimes are collapsing, and so they are leaving the “sinking ship” of endemic corruption that has effectively ruled the world for eons. 

These are the End Times for such massive corruption. A New Age of cooperation in loving harmony is dawning, as has been divinely planned since the moment your apparent but utterly unreal separation from God occurred. 

The violent and unsavory histories of a multitude of planetary “civilizations” through the ages are all part of the illusion – magnificent dreams, or horrific nightmares, depending on which side in these ongoing struggles you chose to support – and are completely unreal. 

You have an acronym for the word “fear”: False evidence appearing real! And that is a very good definition of what the illusion is all about. It is a false and unreal environment that has seemingly existed for eons. Remember, time is part of the illusion and is, therefore, unreal – and is very shortly to collapse back into the nothingness from which it appeared all those long eons ago. 

There is only God. There is nothing else, and never has been! 

However, your dreams and nightmares that the illusion has immersed you in have been experienced as horrifyingly real. The time for those horrifying experiences is coming to a close. 

There have been many foretellings of the End Times during the eons that the illusion has encloaked you, and none of them has occurred, so no doubt many will be skeptical of this new forecast. Remember that time is a major aspect of the illusion, and that it is therefore a very unreliable measuring device. Also remember that the illusion, the moment of separation from your Divine Source, was but momentary, over as soon as it was conceived of, and that your True Self has always been in the Presence of God, at one with your Divine Source. 

The dreams, the nightmares, the illusion itself have finished, and you will awaken into the loving Presence that is God. And of course, words are a totally inadequate tool with which to talk about and discuss Reality. 

You are all, in every moment, at One with God. Yes, you can appear in many forms and with many individual traits, because the potential that is creation is limitless and infinite in its possibilities. However, in every moment, You remain within God, One with Him, because He is all that exists, and each one of you exists as inseparable, essential and eternal aspects of God. Creation is eternal, a constantly unfolding Reality that is unchanging and yet offers limitless potential for further creation. It provides infinite safety and security in that there is only Love, a state in which there is absolutely no possibility of conflict of any kind. 

Many of you may be tempted to yawn here, due to your personal experience of the illusion and your conviction that the reason and logic of science will eventually reveal all the secrets of the observed universe, having already revealed so many. New evidence will surely prove beyond doubt that your existence is but a chance and one time random occurrence never to be repeated, because the statistical odds are completely against it having ever happened in the first place. That way of thought beautifully demonstrates the arrogance of the ego, its conviction that it is right and has all the answers, until, once more, it is found to have been mistaken. 

It is time for you all to discard your egos which have led you astray on innumerable occasions. It too is an aspect of the illusion, an aspect which has an intense need to be right, and which, when proved wrong, as has happened so frequently throughout the ages, finds yet another “logical” reason to prove that no, it was not wrong, it had just mislaid an essential piece of evidence which it would shortly produce! 

The dissolution and disintegration of the illusion is proceeding at high speed, and when you go within, to your holy inner sanctuaries, and open your hearts, you will experience the intuitive sense, very gentle but unmistakable, that yes, indeed, the illusion is collapsing. You are on Earth to assist in this dissolution and that is why you are drawn to encouraging messages from the spiritual realms like this one. You do need to know that you are not imagining a new world because of your fears, but that you are receiving glimpses of the new world that will shortly reveal itself to you. In the spiritual realms we are working overtime to bring to your awareness the truth of what is unfolding before your very eyes. Rub them, so that the sleepy dust is removed, and rejoice in what you are beginning to see. 

God’s Divine Plan is unfolding precisely as He intends, and as that becomes ever more apparent, your delight will intensify. You are not alone, you have never been alone, and very soon the proof of that will lift you into ecstasy. 

Your loving brother, Jesus.

You are, always have been and always will be, ONE WITH GOD!

Message from Saul via John Smallman for 29 May 2015 

Time is running out! Time is of the illusion, of the dream or nightmare, and dreams themselves last only a moment. Yes, they frequently appear to occupy long and ongoing periods of time, as your expectations, anxieties, fears, and hopes fill your minds with “what if” thoughts that distract you from living in the now moment, the only “real” time that exists. The now moment is the eternal moment, the moment in which you were created and which never ends. In truth, there is only now. Any other time, although seemingly very real, is unreal. That is very hard for you to grasp, as you struggle with the endless selection of issues and situations the dream state constantly brings to your attention, which was the whole purpose for constructing it. It is indeed very confusing for you, because of the extreme and inordinate limits that you placed on the human vehicles that you built for yourselves, so that you could experience as convincingly as possible the state of separation from God, our Divine Source; or even apparent complete abandonment by that loving energy field in which all of creation has its eternal existence. 

You are, always have been and always will be, One with God! There is nothing else, there is nowhere else, there is only God. And God and You are VAST. Limited as you presently are by the confining nature of your human bodies, it is utterly impossible for you to have even the slightest understanding of what this means. To you, the Universe in which planet Earth is situated, seems unimaginably vast, with planets, solar systems, galaxies, and even other universes separated by unimaginable quantities of empty space. It is mind-boggling, and yet it is nothing! 

As you have so often been told, when God created you, He gave you everything that He had. All the power, all the creative ideas, all the energy, and all the Love! You, like He, are Love. You can do anything that He can do. In a moment of thoughtlessness – there is no such state, but it is the only way with words that I can give you any idea of what happened – you chose to separate yourself from Him to “prove” to yourself that you had no need of Him. But One cannot be split off into pieces, separated into multitudes, left alone or unaccompanied. If separation from your Source was possible – and it most certainly is not – the act of separating yourself off would annihilate you. Your existence would cease instantly, as though you had never existed at all. 

God creates in Love, always, and Love is eternal. What He creates never ends but lives forever in eternal joy. And when you choose to create, what you create exists with those same divine properties, in a state of eternal joy. When you go within, to your inner sanctuary, the place where the flame of Divine Love – the life force – burns continuously, and if you choose to see through the veil you placed there to hide It, you will then have an absolutely mind-blowing experience, a never to be forgotten experience, and you will understand the meaning of being One with God. 

All on Earth at this moment chose to be here to assist in the awakening process. Understand, that being One with God, you had infinite ability to construct the illusion that apparently contains you and all within it of which you are physically aware. You gave each aspect of yourself – billions and billions of you – free will, as God had given it to you. For your awakening to happen all those billions must freely agree to it. Collectively you have chosen to awaken, and your task on Earth is to share and extend the field of Love by constantly demonstrating Love in action. When you complete this task, no one will be any longer able to avoid seeing and experiencing Love for what It truly and eternally is, and then all will awaken. 

To awaken from the dream, to dissolve and disperse the illusion is humanity’s purpose. Entering the illusion to experience life without God was but a momentary idea that collapsed as soon as it happened. However, you chose to cling to it for the rather wild ride it seemed to provide, and which it continues to provide for so many of you today. Because you had constructed it with your brilliant mind to be totally believable, it convinced you that it was real, and that the myriad forms in which it presented itself to you were an amazing arena in which you existed separated from God, from Heaven. An arena from which, if you lived according to the rules – and there are so many rules! – you would one day return to the Presence of God. 

And of course, it is God’s Will that you return, that you awaken, because His eternal Will for you is infinite and uninterrupted joy. Having momentarily set your will at odds with the Divine Will, you have now chosen to realign with It and awaken into His loving Presence, that is, to become once more aware of your inseparable Oneness with Him. The joy of that awakening is beyond description. Words are far too limiting a medium to use to attempt to depict the wonders that await you on your inevitable and unavoidable awakening. Poets have tried, so have artists and musicians with their creative skills, but none have come anywhere near success, although many of their attempts have been inspiring and uplifting for you. 

Bring that moment on by daily entering your inner and most holy sanctuary and remaking the intent that humanity awaken from the dream into the brilliant Light of God’s Presence. That is your divine task, the task you willingly chose to undertake when you made the loving decision to incarnate on Earth at this time. You have infinite support from all in the spiritual realms in every moment, so when you experience doubts, fears, or anxieties, call on us and we will respond. You will feel our loving presence if you let go of those doubts, fears, and anxieties even for a moment, and reassured by the experience you will find the strength and the determination to bring all Home to the Presence of God. 

With so very much love, Saul.

Love surrounds and envelops you in every moment of your existence, so stop trying to block It out

Message from Jesus via John Smallman for 4 April 2015 

As you are all very well aware, enormous changes are occurring all across the planet as a direct result of your consistent intents to establish peace and abundance for everyone on Earth. Yes, you are aware that your intents are effective and bringing into being the changes necessary to end worldwide suffering. You may occasionally tell yourselves individually “My prayers, my peace meditations, my efforts at sending Love to all on Earth, are futile!” But deep within you know that this is not so.

As humans you do experience strong and even extreme mood swings. Do not allow the lows you experience to discourage you. Focus on the good things that are constantly happening and remind yourselves that it is you who are helping to make them happen. 

Your presence on Earth, your efforts to change the world through your loving intentions are essential and most effective. Release all your doubts and rejoice in the coming to fruition of the Divine Plan for humanity, right now. Yes, right now! As humans, it is difficult for you to rise above the seemingly endless chaos and confusion that envelops the planet, as you live your daily lives paying bills and working hard to maintain stable and loving relationships with spouses, parents, children, friends, bosses, and work associates. Frequently there are conflicts, disagreements, misunderstandings, and dismissive behaviors that cause you pain. And everyone is experiencing these same issues. 

As I keep telling you, the only answer is Love. But it seems to you that to be loving in the face of dismissal, disapproval, judgment, and blame only leads to more of same. It seems that you will be seen as weak, if you do not respond appropriately, that is, angrily. But you have also noticed that anger always leads to more anger, until the pain is too great to bear, and you retreat inwards hiding your feelings behind a mask of indifference while the pain remains. 

But the pain occurs only because an aspect of yourselves agrees with the negative judgments you have experienced. It is like being kicked where you already have a wound, a self-inflicted wound, and the pain is intense. 

However, you are all the divine children of God, created perfect and, therefore, eternally perfect. Yes, as humans you do silly, thoughtless, unkind, and hurtful things, it is part of the human experience, an intent on your part to continue holding on to the sense or feeling of being separated from your Source. It is an ingrained belief that you are not good enough that mostly grew during childhood as your needs were dismissed as unimportant or were totally unseen. And those essential and basic needs were acknowledgement, acceptance, and of course love. 

Humanity has been damaged, and over the eons that damage has been passed on from father to son and from mother to daughter, so most of you have grown up in an environment that was at best sometimes threatening and unfriendly, and at worst extremely abusive. When you are a growing child you learn initially by example, and that is an extremely effective way to learn. Lessons learned like that are very difficult to undo. In fact, they seem to be the sensible and normal lessons that everyone learns. 

Yes, everyone learns them, but they are neither sensible nor normal, they are insane! You were created in Love. Love is your nature, and yet you mostly grew up without It. There was, for most of you, conditional approval, and you all strove endlessly for it, but even if you received it, it was and is not nearly enough. It is as though you were attempting to live in a vacuum into which small amounts of air were pumped just as you were about to expire! 

You need Love. It is offered to you constantly by God your ever loving Father, and by all your angels, guides, and mentors in the spiritual realms. It surrounds and envelops you in every moment of your existence, and without It, an impossibility, you could not survive. But as humans you do experience an absence of Love, and humans die from that sense of absence! 

The only way out of this extremely painful situation is through opening to Love and intending to be loving in every moment. But you are afraid to open your hearts because, as humans, you have so often been betrayed and destroyed when you trusted someone. 

However you are Love. Love is the life-force that flows through you constantly, you have just learned to ignore or disregard It as you play the game of separation. That game has become intensely real for you because you have been playing it for eons. Think of some of the ingrained habits that you perceive in others, in fact addictions that they seem totally unable or unwilling to acknowledge, let alone change. And you all have them! But most people are loath to admit that that they are addicted to ways of behaving – “No, it’s just the way I am!” they will say – habits that if they could change or let go of you know would improve their lives enormously. 

Your addictions and habits are the illusion! When you make major life changes, as some of you have either by conscious choice or unconsciously when disaster has struck – major illness, divorce, job loss, accident – you are amazed at the improvements you experience in your life. You do not have to suffer! 

Yes, accidents and illnesses occur bringing pain, but to continue suffering after the physical pain has eased or passed is to bury yourselves in a victim mentality where you blame outside occurrences for what is occurring within you. And as long as you cling to that perception, so will your suffering endure. 

Remind yourselves daily, hourly, moment to moment if you can, that you are Love, that you are One with God, and therefore with one another. When you allow yourselves to be aware of this, you will find that to harm, bad-mouth, or judge another is impossible. How could Love attack Itself? 

As all in the spiritual realms keep telling you, “Love is the answer to every problem, issue, or situation.” 

When you accept that Truth and make a point of acting on It, your life changes vastly, you find peace in the most unlikely places, and your trust is seldom if ever betrayed. As more and more of you do this – and more and more of you are doing this every day – the world changes, and conflicts wind down allowing peace to prevail. 

You have had eons of conflicts, wars, and betrayals, as you have attempted to remain separated, judging others as wrong, and then by force trying to persuade them of your god-given righteousness. It has not worked, and it cannot work, because it is like your right hand being at war with your left, the only solution is to stop! 

Love surrounds and envelops you in every moment of your existence, so stop trying to block It out, instead open your hearts to accept the abundance that is offered to you and rejoice in the wonderful rewards It brings you. 

Your loving brother, Jesus.