Love always forgives errors

Message from Saul via John Smallman for 7 February 2016 

Humanity is at the tipping point. That is the point at which the balance between negative and positive, or more realistically between fear and Love, reverses. For eons, humanity has lived in fear, which is effectively a screen of egoic self-fascination that blocks the Light of Love. Love is the infinite energy field of creation in which everything ever created or to be created has its eternal existence, there is nowhere else! Fear is just a veil that you have hung between you and that infinite Light, placing yourselves in shadow. To be in the shadow is fearful, because the Light is God, Life, and His loving embrace without which nothing can exist even for a moment. When you are in fear, in the shade, in the dark, you imagine monsters that might attack and kill you, and your imagination is very powerful. You believe in the darkness, the lack of Light, even though it is unreal, and so you build defenses to protect yourselves, thus adding to the darkness and to your sense of fear. 

Separating yourselves from Source meant slipping beneath the imaginary veil and losing sight of Reality. Since that moment, you have been trying to find your way back. But you felt guilty for separating from Source and feared that you would not be permitted to return. You then established many authoritarian bodies which concocted numerous rituals to placate and appease God, Who you believed you had most seriously offended. 

But God is Love and Love cannot be offended. Love gives of Itself limitlessly, eternally, and unconditionally, that is Its nature, and because you are also Love – remember, That is all there is! – so, do you. However, the veil has hidden from you the Truth, the Light, the Love that is God. And because you yourselves caused the apparent separation from your Source, you are filled with guilt and fear. 

God knew that would happen when you chose to experience separation from Him, and so instantly He provided the way Home. The way Home is your unbreakable connection to God through the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is the quiet inner voice, the intuitive sense that makes wise counseling suggestions to you when you are quiet and open to them, suggestions about how to deal with issues that concern you or loved ones, or even how to respond appropriately to someone during a conversation. 

The Holy Spirit is always with you ready to offer guidance. However, you often disregard or dismiss the suggestions you receive from Him, because they do not align with those that your egos offer, which often appear more attractive in the moment, because it seems that they will bring you personal benefits – for instance, the satisfaction derived from making someone wrong or winning an argument – but later you may regret making that choice when you find it has caused damage to a relationship. 

The Holy Spirit always counsels you to love, to accept, and to forgive others whatever the situation, because all are One and what you do to others you are doing to yourselves. If you feel loved, accepted, and forgiven it makes you happy. God’s Will for you is eternal happiness, and the Holy Spirit is your personal communication with Him. His counsel always guides you toward peace and happiness, but your egos enjoy conflicts and so direct you towards them. If you follow the Holy Spirit’s guidance, it will bring you peace and contentment. If you follow the ego’s guidance, stress, fear, and disappointment arise. 

Frequently, you follow the ego’s guidance, because you feel less than adequate, of little significance, or fearful, feelings the ego heartily encourages, and you think that “standing up for yourselves” by attacking others or by defending yourselves against them is something your honor demands. 

Truly, another’s opinion of you is meaningless. What matters is your own honest opinion of yourselves in which you admit to your faults and errors as well as to your kindness and generosity. Then, having looked at yourselves fairly and honestly, completely forgive yourselves for any thoughts, words, or actions that you have taken that you judge to have been unloving. As a human, it is impossible for you not to make mistakes. It is through the mistakes that you make that you learn and grow spiritually. 

Most human cultures frequently make children wrong instead of lovingly showing them that they have made mistakes and then showing them how to correct them. As a result, you grow up in fear of making mistakes, but you nevertheless continue to make them and then attempt to disown them or blame them on others. (You see small children doing this frequently!) This is very stressful. 

Now, as adults, you are in a position to reflect on your lives so far, and in doing so, you can see that yes, you were unfairly treated, but so was everyone else, especially including your parents and elders and betters! Realizing that, you can see the inevitability of a person’s need to blame and shame others in order to distract him from awareness of his own shameful mistakes by disowning them, or projecting them on to others. 

Seeing that everyone is struggling with similar issues of self-worth and self-esteem, you can start to forgive, first yourselves, then others. When you truly forgive an error, as opposed to making a reluctant acceptance of it while still placing blame, you will find yourselves feeling more at peace and less driven to judge or blame either yourselves or others. Then awareness will arise that you enjoy letting go of judgment and blame, because loving and forgiving brings you satisfaction and self-acceptance that is not disturbed even when you make mistakes, and you find that you can forgive yourselves immediately. 

It is amazingly freeing to admit to yourselves that you have made mistakes, because denying or justifying them takes enormous amounts of your energy, leaving you drained, depressed, and experiencing a powerful lack of self-worth. There is also great fear that your mistakes will be discovered – it probably happened frequently during your childhood – and you will be shamed. Any attempt to shame someone, even if satisfying in the moment, will return to haunt you either when you yourselves are shamed, or through guilt when you realize, as eventually you will, how unloving it is. 

If someone errs and it really matters to you, then gently and quietly draw it to his attention and if possible offer to assist him in correcting it. That is loving behavior that can turn enemies into friends, and it will bring you a well-earned awareness of your own good and loving nature. Awareness of your own natural goodness provides you with fresh energy and the motivation to continue operating from your divine center where goodness resides. 

You each have the power to change the world by changing yourselves, and many are now doing this by making the daily intention to be only loving. Sometimes they fail, but quickly they realize and renew their intent, as they forgive themselves for any momentary failures. 

The main lessons that are presented to you throughout your earthly lives are that mistakes are made and need to be forgiven. If you choose not to forgive, you will become eaten up with resentment and bitterness, and then it will appear to you that you are being treated unfairly and so you will tend to lash out at others which will further intensify those feelings. 

Love always forgives errors. In fact, It overlooks them, because they are unreal, just part of the illusion. Only Love is Real!  And in that Divine Truth, you should rejoice! Only Love is Real, you are each Love – presently incarnate on Earth as humans – and Love is infinitely Self-loving. It is God, the Source, eternally loving Its Creation, that is Itself and every one of you without exception. 



With so very much love, Saul.

The Waves of Awakening Light and Your Emergence from the Chrysalis

Message from Archangel Gabriel via Shanta Gabriel on 23 September 2015 

Dear Ones, 

You came into this life with a longing for Home. Because of this inner longing of your soul, you may have spent all your life trying to fill the missing pieces. You hold an inner knowing deep within that there was something more, something more meaningful, a deeper connection with a part of your soul. 

This activity of your inner spirit is evidence of the awakening at this time. Regardless of where you are on your journey, prepare yourself for a quickening. The energy coming with the eclipse and wave of Light is immense and a true blessing, although so much has been hyped about September 27 that you may be feeling frightened. 

The Wave of Divine Love that will be pouring through the hearts of all humanity with the Full Moon Eclipse is the elixir that your soul has longed for, the spark that ignites the awakening consciousness of all those on the cusp of the First Wave of Ascension. 

This is not the Mother Ship taking you away to somewhere else, but a divine experience in your physical form that awakens the deep codes of divinity within your DNA acting as a catalyst for change, new life, and awakening of your higher consciousness. 

Stage fright may be the new normal 

The most significant aspect of this timing is the large numbers of people that are ready for this powerful shift in consciousness that will occur with the full moon eclipse. Recognize that the feelings in your inner being that some label as fear and anxiety are actually the imaginal cells awakening perfect Divine timing, like the butterfly emerging from the chrysalis. 

It is as if stage fright, that feeling of butterflies in your stomach, suddenly became the new normal. 

Nothing is assured in this wave of awakening Light. There will be some who may not notice the difference in their lives immediately. There will be others who can track the changes they are experiencing within. There may be some who have a radical spiritual experience of tremendous power as the wave of Divine Love permeates their being. No matter what your experience is, the illumination of your soul will be able to jump-start your life when you create your intention to work with this energy. 

As you use the energy to create your highest good and bless all of humanity, it will calm the over-emotional responses that some are experiencing. Acting from neutrality and non-attachment to outcomes is the name of the game. What God has planned for all humanity is much grander than what can be imagined on a purely human level. 

But imagine it anyway. Call forth the highest possible Joy, Love, Wisdom, Success and Abundance. Fill your life with Beauty. Offer your dreams to the forces of the Universe that await your direction, then come into the still point of centered awareness within your heart and let yourself become a vessel for awakening consciousness on Earth. 

This activity is what your soul has longed for, for this activity of awakening consciousness you came to Earth in this incarnation. You are here as the bridge between Heaven and Earth. Your presence provides the fertile ground for those not yet aware of the Beauty and Potential of this time. 

For those who have been called the First Wave of Ascension, the shift you will experience in your life will allow a realization that you are indeed a part of something momentous. As you let go of preconceived ideas, the 5th Dimensional energies will bring more magical occurrences into your life. 

It is a time of simplicity and gentleness for yourself and all others. The love that is awakening in the hearts of humanity during this wave of Divine Light is unprecedented and will change the consciousness of those on the planet forever. 

Along with the master teachers awakening in this New Age, more life will be revealed and established, as your cellular structure continues to evolve. Never before has the density been so fluid and changeable. You are being blessed in all you do. 

As new points of Light are established by Light Bearers all over the world, new levels of being awaken in the hearts of those anchoring new consciousness on Earth. Joining the hearts of all humanity in a circle of Divine Light is not only relevant but potent with potential for new life. 

The creation of new levels of consciousness is a process of divinity working in the density of physical reality. Making inroads for new pathways of Light requires Faith in the consciousness of God working in and through all humanity. Whenever one is changed by the Light, hundreds and thousands follow suit, until a revelation of mass awakening occurs. 

This is the situation breaking open on September 27. 

The rewards are imminent. New Focus is revealed. The expansiveness of Divinity working in and through all that you have known is breaking down the walls erected from eons of old power structures. When these walls collapse, the ripple effect across the world will be felt by all humanity. A collective sigh of relief in the heart will be experienced once one has distanced oneself from the emotional upheaval of change. 

When you can make friends with change, welcoming new experiences and opportunity, ever more joyous outcomes will prevail. Opening to the Light becomes the tool for transformation. Freedom is at hand. All life awaits the human experiment that is creating divinity in physical earth bodies. As you have moved deeper into the new life in 5D on Earth, profound change has taken place within the DNA of the human form. The so-called ‘junk aspect of the DNA’ has reformed into the crystalline structures originally intended for people to experience their Divinity. 

The more we can relax into the flow of the energy of Divine Light, the easier it becomes to know what to do. Please remember that you are exactly where you are supposed to be at this holy moment. Allow yourself to be inspired and blessed and know you are profoundly guided through this process by a Love that never ends. And so it is. 

Archangel Gabriel from Shanta Gabriel 

And the Prodigal Son returned Home

Message from Saul via John Smallman for 18 September 2015 

Hello, this is John with Saul’s message for Friday September 18th 2015. Today I am posting my whole conversation with him, because I feel many of you may be experiencing doubts, just as I am, about humanity’s awakening.

Me: Good evening dear Saul. Thanks for your last message. If you wish to commune, I am here intending to be ready to receive. And, as you must be very aware, I have been avoiding channeling again of late. What’s going on? My mood swings, my skepticism, my judgments, my lack of interest in life. If I’m on my path, and there surely is nowhere else that I can be, should I not be happy in the knowing that I’m eternally One with God, with you, with Jesus, with all of creation? Is my ego just blocking my access to the spiritual realms with meaningless distractions? Anyhow, I shall try to relax into a receptive frame of mind and listen to your loving response, which I believe is always available to me. And yet, I’m on edge fearful. This is stupid, insane – me in conflict with me. And yet, I’ve read that many holy ones on Earth have experienced something similar, only probably far more intensely. So, why should it be any different for me? 

I got very upset this morning listening to Anita Moorjani being interviewed about her near death experience by Brian Rose (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oz4NUe_hv2M). It was as though I was suffering deeply at missing out on God’s Love and Acceptance, like I could remember a time when I had it, but could not remember it, just the intense pain or emptiness of not having it, but what “it” was, I could not imagine at all. I guess I just felt utterly alone and abandoned, as she told her story of the infinite Love and Acceptance that she had experienced during her NDE, and of the fact that her knowing of it has remained with her. Yes, I “feel” my life is pointless here on Earth, but I “know” that it is not. So, please Dear Saul uplift me with a loving hug and an inspiring message. 

Saul: Yes John, I will. And of course you are on your path, precisely where you intend to be in this and every moment. Your feelings of aloneness and abandonment are being felt by many on Earth at this time. An enormous release of negativity, of anger, of bitterness, of resentment, of fear in all its forms is in progress and is visible in all the conflicts, wars, and human suffering across so many parts of the world. This is a prelude to humanity’s awakening. It is essential that humanity releases its vice-like hold on the illusion by releasing all that is maintaining that hold by being in contradiction and opposition to Love – anger, jealousy, bitterness, resentment, judgment, blame. 

There is only Love, and you know that, but in your fear, caused by the illusory separated state into which you willingly entered, you feel an intense need to protect yourselves. You fully believe in your state of separation, and in that state it seems that there are enemies all around you, anyone who is not you! But there is only One! And all that anger, jealousy, bitterness, resentment, judgment, blame is truly self-directed, BUT it is far too painful for you to acknowledge, let alone accept and so, you project it out there, onto others, and those others are You! 

You have rejected the Love that is offered to you in every moment, because of an intense sense of unworthiness that your choice to separate yourself from God has encouraged and developed within you. The parable of “The Prodigal Son” from The New Testament is the best analogy to describe what you are undergoing. 

And the prodigal son returned home, which is what you are doing. And the greeting and welcome that you will experience when you arrive is utterly beyond your comprehension at present, as you continue to be buried in the illusory state that you seemingly built all those eons ago, but in truth it was only a moment ago, because time is also illusory. You did a brilliant job in constructing the illusion, which is why it seems so absolutely real to you, more real than Reality, which you doubt. 

The “touchy feely” physical environment that is the illusion that you built is incredibly limiting, and that is why it is so difficult for you to conceive of Reality. The limitations are like a vast cloak or veil, a heavy and impenetrable fog which hides the Light from you, Light that is eternally present. Those who have near death experiences are effectively breaking through into the Light for a moment, and that experience can never be forgotten. 

Many of them are realizing that one of their tasks is to share their experience to assist in the awakening process, which they have realized is inevitable, and they are doing that. All their fears have been dissipated, permanently, by the experience of Love that their NDEs provided. 

This does not mean that they never feel sad or suffer, because that is part of the illusion to which they have returned, but those feelings are a result of their intense compassion for all of humanity. They too want the awakening to happen, so that all may return Home to Reality where the infinitely brilliant and undimmable Light of God’s Love embraces all in eternal ecstasy. 

Each one of you, even though you have not had the joy of a personal NDE, is also assisting mightily in the awakening process. The many are opening to the realization of the infinite Oneness that is the Divine Creation, as a direct result of the ever increasing intensity of the Tsunami of Love enveloping Earth and all life upon it. It is an intensity that you are driving in your enthusiasm to awaken, and to bring all to awakening with you. 

Humanity’s awakening is the only possible outcome, because it is the Divine Will, and all wills are in alignment with God’s, although within the illusion that appears to be but wishful thinking. Maintain that wish, maintain your will to awaken, and make it happen. That is why you are on Earth at this time. 

With so very much love, Saul.

Peace and Happiness are found by being your True Self

Message from Saul via John Smallman for 23 May 2015 

Humanity’s journey through the illusion has been long and arduous. You have all spent many lifetimes trying to find your way Home. As you know from personal experience much suffering is undergone as you search for love and are betrayed or abandoned by those who you would relate to with love. It often seems that life is not meant to be either happy or enjoyable, but more likely a path that involves much pain and suffering. And those who lead so-called “good lives” are just as likely to suffer as anyone else. There appears to be little point in behaving well for it seems to make absolutely no difference, as the rewards available within the illusion often seem to be awarded to those least worthy to receive them. 

The illusion is an insane environment. It was built collectively to enable you to separate yourselves from your Divine Source, and to access that unreal state, Love, your true nature, had to be excluded. But of course you all desperately want to love and to be loved, and so you seek love from one another . . . endlessly. 

The illusion is truly a most confusing place in which you can never find that which you are endlessly seeking – Love – because It has been excluded, shut out. What passes for love is often behavior driven by guilt, fear, or low self-esteem. So, please know that you were created perfect, that nothing can change that, and that your apparent abilities and competences, or lack of them, as experienced as you live life in the illusion are just illusory limitations. They are but tools that you can use to demonstrate to yourselves that the illusion is illusory, unreal. 

As you have so often been told, God is Love, and God contains within Himself all that exists, all of his divine creation. That concept makes absolutely no sense when you are confined within the illusion and therefore severely limited by the restrictions it places upon your intelligence and upon your ability to understand what God is in any meaningful way. 

The idea in building it was to construct something extremely limited, because that was the only way that apparent separation from God, from your Divine Source, could be achieved. Separation from God is impossible, but an imaginary or unreal place of separation was possible, and that is what you built. It is indeed a terrifying and nightmarish place or situation. Fortunately you will awaken from it! God’s Love for you is utterly beyond your ability to imagine or conceive of, consequently when you chose “to leave Home”, He instantly provided the means for your return, for your awakening. 

All that you need do is to stop trying to find your own way, because there isn’t one. The only way Home is God’s way, and you find that by releasing your hold on fear, anger, resentment, and judgment, and by embracing forgiveness. Forgiveness is the antidote to the illusion, the solvent in which it is dissolved, and it has been available to you ever since you entered into the illusion. In Heaven, in Love, in God, there is no need for forgiveness, as there is nothing to forgive, there nothing exists that is not in perfect harmony and alignment with Love, your natural state, the state that in truth you have never left, because there is nowhere else. 

The fact that you exist proves that you are One with God, and therefore with each other. But the state of separation you appear to inhabit insists that this not the case, it insists that the opposite is true, that you are separate, alone, and insignificant. And so, you have spent eons in confusion looking for something that cannot be found outside yourselves. 

God is in you as you are in God. However, the nightmare that you conceived of and built, due to the limitations that you made an essential part of it, has effectively placed a veil, a curtain, or a shield between you and You, between you and God, between you and Reality. It is made of your choice to see separation as real, dangerous, and constantly threatening your lives, and in an environment like that there is no room for trust, for honesty, for integrity, or for Love. 

The more deeply you attempt to engage with the illusion the more real it appears to be and the more suffering and betrayal you experience. You engage with it by judging it, and either trying to improve it by changing it, or taking advantage of it and seeking power over others. It does seem to offer enormous possibilities to those who choose to be sufficiently savage and unrestrained to attempt to control and run it as they see fit by fear and force of arms. While those of you who pray for world peace are constantly being reminded of the intense and unjustifiable suffering that so many are undergoing all across the world. 

However, no one is in the “wrong place!” Everyone on Earth is a dearly beloved child of God, everyone has already received everything from God, and that includes free will and the freedom to choose which path they will follow when they incarnate as a human in the illusion. No one has been “short-changed.” This does not mean that the suffering that someone undergoes during an earth life is in any way justified, or is a well-deserved punishment for misbehavior in a previous incarnation. 

Everyone incarnate as a human on Earth has made a spiritually guided choice to embark on a series of learning experiences best suited to their individual needs. No one on Earth can know why another is following a particular path. All anyone can do, and it is the most appropriate course of action to follow, is to offer love, honesty, and compassion to everyone with whom they interact, and if they feel they have been hurt or offended then to offer forgiveness. 

Remember that there is a spiritual purpose in every meeting, in every interaction, and in every relationship. Whether its meaning becomes apparent to you is not of great importance, the important part of being human is to practice being loving, compassionate, and forgiving in every situation in which you find yourselves, so that you learn your own lessons and let go of any aspects of yourselves that are unloving; aspects that are in fact unhelpful self-sought attachments helping to hold you hostage to the illusion. 

Love practiced honestly and with integrity, as opposed to conditionally or manipulatively, brings peace, healing, and joy. Any other form of loving is not worthy of the name, and always results in pain. If you will make the intent to practice loving behavior in all your thoughts, words, and actions, and if you will keep reaffirming that intent, then your life will flow more easily, encouraging you to keep reaffirming that intent. You have probably noticed that those who behave lovingly are generally far happier than those who are forever finding fault, with themselves, with others, or with the world in general. And that is because your true nature is Love. Peace and happiness are found by being your true Selves, by loving and forgiving, and by letting go of judgment, resentment, and hatred, and that, of course, is being true to Yourselves. It is also your path to awakening. 

Never forget that there is nothing you can do to make God withdraw His Love from you, or in any way alter His feelings for you. His Love surrounds you in every moment of your eternal existence. Without It, and that is impossible, your existence would cease, because It is the Source of your life. You are One with God, and that knowledge is to become most brilliantly manifest, filling you with immeasurable joy. 

With so very much love, Saul.

The NOW of the ONE – The Message Hidden Inside the LIGHT

The Arcturians via Suzanne Lie on 25 February 2015 

Dear Arcturians, Is there a message for me today? 

Yes, dear Earth Emissary, 

There is a message for you every day, every hour and every minute. There is, in fact, a steady flow of Light Language energy packages that infinitely flow from our dimension, our Mothership and our collective hearts into the hearts of our very brave volunteers. 

Your family and friends aboard the Ship all hold you all in great esteem. Among them is your own higher expression of SELF, who has sacrificed a component of sacred essence to live within your earth vessel. 

We come to you all today to assist you in remembering how to read your Light Language packages. We know that you feel these messages are within your heart, but your earth vessel self may not realize that that brief feeling of love and inner peace is because you have just received another Light Language package, which we will now refer to as Packages from Home. 

On the Ship, we send a thoughtform to each other when we perceive that our human representative is ready for and/or needs another Light package. More and more of you are beginning to remember and acknowledge your higher dimensional SELF on the Ship and/or serving in higher dimensions. Many of you are also becoming aware of the YOU who is serving on Fifth Dimensional “New Earth.” 

Actually, “New Earth” is much older than the 3D Earth that your earth vessel inhabits. As you are beginning to remember, creation flows from the higher dimensions and down into the lower ones. Therefore, just as you all have sent down a component of your personal multidimensional essence into your personal earth vessel, Gaia has sent a component of Her planetary multidimensional essence into her planetary vessel. 

It is important within this NOW that you all remember that Gaia is a living, planetary being. This remembrance completes the circle of incarnation. When many of you all first took an incarnation on Gaia, as what you now call the “indigenous people”, you knew that Gaia was an alive being. You also knew that you were in deep unity with all the members of your tribe. 

It is the forgetting of unity consciousness with your “people” and your “planet” that sent humanity off track from their original goal. Therefore, it is the remembrance of Unity with ALL Life that will release you from the matrix of the 3D wheel of life and death. However, when we say “you” we mean your personal AND your planetary expressions of SELF. 

We will now remind you of YOUR planetary expression of your SELF. Your planetary expression is the earth vessel, which is the envelope for your multidimensional consciousness. This earth vessel is made of the elements of the planet. Hence, it is deeply entwined with the planet. Thinking that your human form was more important than your planetary form is where your path to Ascension took a wrong turn. 

You thought that taking a human form would allow you to assist humanity, as humans are the primary reason why Gaia has not completed her Ascension. All your multidimensional expressions have realized that fact. Therefore, you sent your essence, not just into the elementals of a human being, but into the elements of Gaia’s planetary being. 

Therefore, you are not just ON the planet. You are also OF the planet. Your humanoid earth vessel is of the same earth, air, fire and water as your planetary earth vessel. Can you take a moment to allow yourself to FEEL how it feels to actually BE a component of the planet? Just as you imagine that the ground, the rocks, the water, the land, the plants the animals are members of the planet, so are YOU. 

Allow the concept of being an actual member of the planet to replace your old image of be on the planet. You were ON the planet, but not OF the planet. Therefore, you could destroy the planet without destroying your self. At least, that is what humanity thought before there were so many of you incarnated at the same “time.” 

There are many humans who act as if they are children who broke their toy and want their parents to buy them a new one. A child does not consider that it was their responsibility to take good care of that toy and treasure it, or he/she would not have broken it. 

Where did humanity forget that Gaia was an alive planetary being? It was when the force of power over others separated them from the land and from their tribe. They no longer needed to live as a tribe, but sought to become individuals. Yes, the seeking of individuality was one of the goals you set when you decided to join the evolution of Earth. However, because you sought individuality, you shunned unity. 

If Gaia had not chosen to display the extremes of polarity, if Gaia had not chosen to be a free will planet, the issues that you face today would not have occurred. However, Gaia is an exceptionally brave and daring being and wanted to be a vastly diverse planet, which she is. 

Since there are few planets that have the degree of diversity of Earth in your sector of time/space, She was not aware of the challenges that her choice would reveal. Gaia did not know that her beings would turn on each other. The plant and animal kingdom do feed off of other beings and/or plants, but they do so for survival. 

On the other hand, humans learned to “feed off” of others, so that they could gain control of them. Part of the problem was that many renegade beings from other planets, solar systems and even galaxies wanted to experience this greatly diverse reality. Some of them had evolved into higher states of consciousness, so they knew that all life was ONE. 

However, some of Earth’s early visitors were still in the state of power-over-others when they came to visit Earth. Just as many of the evolved early humanoids and higher beings to Earth stayed on Earth, some of the un-evolved power over others visitors stayed. 

For many millennia these two groups remained distant and did not inter-act. Therefore, there were not wars, but since they remained so separate, a suspicion began to grow between them. Uncountable generations later, the fighting began. 

Some civilizations were literally “whipped off the face of the Earth.” Some, such as Lemuria, moved into the core of the Earth. Unfortunately, divergent groups who had not chosen to intermingle with each other made different decisions. Then, because they were so separate, they did not learn about each other. 

Since the unknown is the greatest source of fear, much fear began to fill the peoples, auras, water and earth of Gaia’s planet. Gaia, who is a kind and loving mother, tried to find a manner in which her people could ban together in unity consciousness. She wanted them to come into unity, because She offered them beautiful oceans with plentiful food, rain that watered their crops and fire that kept them warm. 

But the peoples did not ban together for joy and appreciation of their wonderful life. Each individual group was able to do this, but the groups still remained separate. The extreme separation of the tribes created fear, judgment, anger, war, sorrow and pain in the emotions and thoughts of the people. 

These thoughts and emotions went into the elements of the human’s body, breath, lungs, neurological synapses and bodily fluids. They then breathed out these distorted elements into the elements of Gaia’s land. The earth of Gaia’s land was polluted and over farmed. Blood from human wars and massacre of animals bleed into the soil to mix with the tears of loss and sorrow. 

The air of Gaia’s atmosphere became filled with fear-based emotions and the water was tainted with the poison of fear and anger. The only way that Gaia could release these toxins was to have what human’s called a “storm.” The winds of the storm cleared the air, the water cleaned the plants, animals and humans, and the fire released that which had reached its completion. Also, huge bodies of earth moved as a component of Gaia’s natural landscape changes. 

These natural responses of Gaia to clean Her planet where thought of as “great punishments” set upon the peoples. They even offered virgins as a sacrifice to appease the angry planet. But Gaia was not an angry planet. She was just trying to clean up the mess her humans had made. 

Did the humans say, “Thank you Gaia for cleaning up our mess”? No they quivered in fear of the planet and thought of it as a “thing” of which they were not a part. With every era there were some humans who understood that Gaia was an alive being. They loved Her, but often gave sacrifices to Her. Gaia did not want a sacrifice, but a bit of gratitude would be nice. 

For eon upon eon the same story was repeated again and again. “Will humanity ever evolve enough to remember that they too are a part of my body?” wondered Gaia. Then, finally, certain humans began to awaken to their own higher expressions of SELF. Once they began to merge with their own higher frequencies of their SELF, they began to perceive Earth in a very different manner. 

Some, and there were not many for a very long time, began to remember what they knew before they were born into the small, dense form of a third dimensional human. This memory reminded them that they were much more than the small vessel that they were wearing. Then some of them realized that if they had a “Soul”, then all life must have a Soul. 

Of course, the concept of “all life” having a soul, a spirit, a higher emanation was not a popular idea and those who had it were often killed and/or tortured. Aeon after aeon, the brave, awake humans returned and many of them died trying to tell other humans what they had learned. 

Then, a Golden Age began in Gaia’s time/space. The world was still very hostile, but more evolved and higher dimensional ones could take a human form with the intention of assisting Gaia. The NOW had finally arrived in which Gaia could get assistance from the very humans who had created such havoc on Her planet. 

There were still many humans lost to old ways of fear, domination, war, desperation etc. etc. However, there was a new frequency of Light that was entering Gaia’s body and the bodies of all her plants, animals, and even humans. Many human feared the Light or wanted to use it for their own selfish intentions. Other humans tried to hide the Light from the awareness of others. 

But, there were some humans who began to remember who they were in the higher frequencies of their consciousness. At first, this memory wafted through their hearts like a warm ray of Light or a bright smile of a loved one. The feeling was unique and frightened many of them who turned away from it with fear and suspicion. 

Others, the same ones who had taken bodies again and again over many eras, recognized this Light. At first, they could not “put their finger” on what it reminded them of, but it felt so good that they accepted the Light. The more they accepted the Light, the better they felt and the better they felt, the more Light they could accept. 

Gradually, just as they had allowed themselves to be a part of the planet, they also became a part of the Light. OH!! It felt so wonderful to be a part of the Light that they unified with the Light more and more. Then, an interesting thing began to occur. Those who had accepted and unified with the Light began to accept and unify with each other. 

People from all over Earth, from different areas, religions, cultures, genders, ages, interests began to communicate with each other. They began to accept each other for exactly who they were. After all, the Light had unconditionally accepted them. And, since they had become the Light and the Light had become them, they could accept their self. 

Even more wonderful, they began to openly accept others. At first, they only accepted those who had also accepted the Light. Then, gradually, the Light transmuted them in such a manner that they could not see how people were different. They could only perceive how people were the same. 

When they looked through their own Light into the face of another, the Light seemed to unite them in some strange manner. Even though they did not know how the Light had caused this deep acceptance and resulting unity, it felt so glorious, so very safe and so very much like what they all called “Home.” 

Then, more and more people began to think about a place called Home. Where was this place? Was it far, far away on another world? “NO,” said the inner Light, as they asked that question. “I AM your Home. I AM You and I AM Gaia.” You were always home, but you did not have the Light to believe it. 

“I AM all of you within the ONE of the NOW,” whispered the Light into the hearts and minds of the humans. The whisper was very soft and could only be heard when the human focused on their own inner Light. But when they did, when they focused on their own inner Light, they remembered. 

They remembered the “thought” of unity with all life. They remembered the “emotion” of love for all life. Then, one by one, then two by two, then four by four, eight by eight … a memory began to sweep through the bodies of the humans and into and through the body of Gaia. That memory reminded them that: 

“I AM Home within the NOW ~ and so is every ONE.”

Humanity’s return to its natural fully awakened and fully conscious state has never been in doubt

Message from Saul via John Smallman for 18 July 2014 

The fun has started!  Your awakening is, for all of you, unbelievably imminent!  Yes, you may well be thinking “Here we go again, setting ourselves up for another enormous disappointment!”  However, this is most definitely not the case.  Please prepare for the most amazing event ever to occur in humanity’s long and frequently most unhappy history. You are at the tipping point, your awakening is inescapable, divinely assured, and consequently there is absolutely no possibility of your slipping backwards into the mire that is the illusion. 

I am sure that this statement is, at the least, rather unsettling for many of you, because there have been so many apparent delays and disappointments over the years, as you have continued to determinedly and lovingly hold your Light on high, as wayshowers intending to lead humanity forward to its spiritual destiny, to awaken into its natural and blissful state – Love, Oneness with one another and with your heavenly Father, your Source, God. 

After so many “false starts”, it would be amazing if enormous numbers of Red Flags did not arise in your minds as you read or listen to these words.  Be ready to drop them, because your awakening into eternal joy will erase all the fears that caused you to raise them.  There is no need for them, because you are coming Home to Reality – Oneness with God. 

Since the moment of your apparent, and I stress the word “apparent,” separation from God, you have been on the path Home to Him – just like the prodigal son in Jesus’ story or parable in The New Testament.  And, just like the prodigal son in that parable, you have all, from time to time and from human incarnation to human incarnation, experienced the uplifting ups and the catastrophic downs of this illusory journey.  But, as in that story, when you finally arrive Home, disheveled, depressed, and fearful, your Father is already running to meet and greet you with His loving arms WIDE OPEN!  He KNOWS that you are coming, and He calls immediately for a great celebration to welcome you Home. 

He has missed you, and your imminent return brings Him immeasurable joy. And, of course, your joy on awakening will overwhelm you initially, until you remember where you are, and recognize that you have returned Home to where you belong, at One with Him, and realize that the ecstasy, the infinite joy, and the complete freedom from fear and anxiety that now enfold you are what you left behind when you engaged in the illusory experience of separation. 

Until you experienced that illusory state you did not know, and could not possibly have imagined fear, suffering, and anxiety.  And on your return Home – your awakening into your natural state as a divine and fully conscious child of God – all that has caused you pain and suffering will be gone as though it had never existed, and, as you will clearly understand when you awaken, it never did! 

Humanity’s return to its natural fully awakened and fully conscious state has never been in doubt, except in your severely limited illusory minds where doubt and anxiety is endless.  You are all divine beings created by God to enjoy eternal life.  No deaths and rebirths as humans were planned for you, just an eternal life of ecstatic happiness eternally connected to your Father Who’s joy was increased by the joy that each of you experienced. 

But you developed the “teenage syndrome”, the intense desire to demonstrate to your heavenly Father your independence from Him and your ability to live happily and freely without his guidance, interference, or oversight, and so you chose to build and enter into the illusion.  It was like drawing a very detailed picture that tells a story, and then imagining yourself within it, altering the plot as your interests and desires changed.  Finally, you became so absorbed in this unreal world that you could no longer see that it was unreal and illusory, and you forgot that you could adjust the story line.  You forgot that the Reality in which you had been created as children of God, and in which you were sublimely happy, was your true and eternal Home and heritage.  In fact, to make the illusion seem even more real you erased all your memories of your heavenly Home. 

You were lost!  And so you began a spiritual quest to find the supreme intelligence whom you were convinced had created this world of pain and suffering in which you were trapped.  It now seemed that you were helpless and weak beings whom the imaginary and vengeful god that you had invented could destroy at any moment.  You believed that you were unwilling victims in an insane and frightening world in which this vindictive and powerful being had confined you in order to control you and have you pay him obeisance, and then take delight in watching you suffering the punishments that he imposed on you.  Or, you believed that this physical world was all that existed, that god was an illusion, and that this life was your one and only chance to experience life. 

Holding either of these beliefs left you with two choices: 

1) Recognize that as a human of limited abilities and intelligence you needed to find God, a loving father, a superior and infinite intelligence who had obviously created the world, and beseech it to save you from the pain and suffering that you were undergoing – which is a result of your unwise choice to build and enter into the illusion and then forget that you had done so.  But of course, you were unaware that you were the cause of your pain and suffering, because you believed that God had imposed them on you to punish you for your sins.  You then spent your time beseeching this infinite intelligence to have mercy on you, to save you from the horrors that you believed He had created to punish you for your sins, sins that you had invented and judged as unacceptable to Him. 

2) Enjoy the illusion and experience every possibility that it offered you to have fun, to develop your egos and your independence, irrespective of the results that that unthinking and self-centered behavior might have on others.  Within the illusion, each individual found himself to be the absolute center of his own personal universe, able to claim that god, if he believed in a god, was on his side and that anyone else with whom he engaged was there purely to be used and abused as necessary to advance his personal ambitions and agendas, because this would place him in good standing with the god he had invented to support him.  And any pain or suffering that you experienced was as a direct result of others, your enemies, whom your god wanted you to destroy! 

Neither of these choices makes any sense at all, because God is Love, unconditionally accepting of all of His children, and He is constantly calling to them to awaken into Reality, where their eternal joy is assured and guaranteed. 

God is Love.  You were all created in Love, from Love, and by Him for eternal joy.  Anything that is not in alignment with Love is unreal, non-existent, and all that you have to do, need to do, is to let go of and completely release any aspects of yourselves that are not in alignment with Love – judgment, conflict, non-acceptance, attack or defense, dismissal, disrespect, intolerance – and open yourselves to accept and receive the abundant flow of Love that surrounds you in every moment, allowing It to completely suffuse you.  When you do that the Love that fills each one of you expands through you and embraces everyone else in the infinite field of Love where there is only the One. 

Truly, you are blessed and honored, because here in the spiritual realms we see very clearly the trials you have very courageously chosen to undergo, and the difficult lessons that you have chosen to learn and which are absolutely essential steps on your path to awakening.  And now the time for learning, for appreciating and dealing with the difficulties that your chosen paths have been constantly presenting you is drawing to a well-deserved moment of closure.

You, the Lightbearers and Wayshowers have completed all the lessons that humanity chose and needed to learn, and you have passed your “exams” with flying colors.  Continue your daily meditation, prayer, and contemplation practices as, through your heartfelt and God driven intent, you bring humanity to the point of awakening.  Your reward is your release from the limitations and suffering with which the illusion presents all who enter into it, and that release is close.  As you spend time daily intending that humanity awaken, the power of that uncompromising intent ensures that it is achieved.  Your demanding task is complete, so sit back, relax into your quiet inner sanctuaries, and enjoy the awakening as it happens, moment by moment. 

With so very much love, Saul.

The old order is failing, collapsing, disintegrating

Message from Saul via John Smallman for 19 August 2014 

Humanity’s awakening has been divinely promised and is at hand.  Nothing can prevent it, because not only is it God’s Will, which is always achieved, but it is now also humanity’s collective will, and because you were given free will your will is always honored.  Until quite recently, individual wills, divided and confused as they were, had made humanity’s collective will very difficult to discern.  It was collectively unstable, changeable, confused, conflicted, and chaotic, but now it is coming beautifully into alignment and is determinedly seeking world peace, person by person.  Although, if you pay too much attention to the gloom and doom on the news media, you might well believe that nothing much has altered, and that humanity’s endless dance with conflict and betrayal continues unabated. 

However, over the last several decades, with the vast increase in educational opportunities for large sections of humanity, much scientific study and research has been focused on meditation and on the effects it has on those who practice it.  That research shows that it is hugely beneficial to those who engage with it, and that when large numbers meditate as a group the effects are felt all around the world, and fear and anxiety decrease exponentially.  Consequently, those who are spiritually gifted and guided among you have been spreading the word about its benefits and willingly teaching a variety of methods that assist people to access their deep inner space where peace is always to be found. 

This why all those from the spiritual realms, who speak to you through your human channels, keep stressing to you the importance of daily meditation.  There has been an enormous increase over the last ten or fifteen years in the numbers of people across the world engaging daily in meditation.  The effects of that turn inwards, towards spirit (meditation always leads to spirit, even if the meditator does not acknowledge it, and the peace found there is spiritual) are clearly visible in the worldwide growth in movements for peaceful change.  Awareness has grown that life as it has been lived for eons on Earth, conflict after conflict with intensely self-centered agendas set by those who plan and commit to them, has to cease or you will destroy yourselves and cause horrendous damage to the planet. 

So, we continue to remind you to meditate.  Your meditation, as you have been told, has an enormous effect on the human collective, causing an agitation in consciousness that leads even more to meditate.  The vast numbers meditating regularly are bringing about the changes that you have been hoping and praying for a very long time.  Allow yourselves to believe the good news that your intuition brings to you when you allow and encourage your egoic minds to take a break from flooding you with disturbing distractions. 

When you contact your intuition, your Higher Self, your favorite ascended Master, Archangel, the Holy Mother, or the Holy Spirit what you “hear,” “sense,” “feel,” or even “see” is always wisdom of the highest order, wisdom that you can trust and depend upon.  Within the spiritual realms all are aware of and engaged with their Oneness in a cooperative and harmonious outpouring of Love to heal you all, but can and do still respond to you individually as the One you choose to address or call on.  The advice that you receive is always wise and loving, it never judges, blames, or condemns, and that is how you can be sure that it is truthful guidance that will assist you in the moment as you ask. 

Keep on asking, because you do need our support, and by asking for it you open yourselves to receive it.  As we keep telling you: All are One.  Therefore, what you do as One, by asking for and accepting assistance from us, is to follow your chosen spiritual path, and that changes the world. There are always, in every moment, many of you calling on us, and those calls are all constantly amalgamating into a most powerful request for assistance to which we are constantly and lovingly responding.  However, when you allow yourselves to be overwhelmed by the fears and worries of the illusion, you drift off your path, your spiritual energy field then weakens and you become far less effective in the work that you incarnated to do, because you are effectively buying back into the illusion of separation. 

This is not a judgment, it is just an observation. We do fully understand how difficult it is for you to maintain your focus in a world where conflict, competition, and disingenuous agendas appear to be the normal and necessary modes of behavior in order to survive.  You do get dragged down, your spiritual energy field does weaken, and it seems that you are alone and abandoned in a very unsafe and threatening environment.  And when you ask us for help, maybe it seems to you that you have not been heard or that we have not responded to your call. 

The energy field of the illusion, the busy workaday world in which you have to operate, is very loud!  Consequently, unless you make a very determined effort to go within, to your quiet and holy inner sanctuary, it is extremely difficult for you hear us, sense us, or intuit our presence and guidance.  In fact, it may well appear that the raucous noise of the world’s energy field has recently become even louder and more insistent that you attend to it, making it more difficult for you to access that place of inner peace and calm. 

The old order is failing, collapsing, disintegrating, and in its final moments it is desperately clinging to its last vestiges of power and influence, so it does appear to be louder, noisier, and more overwhelming in its assault on your senses.  Remind yourselves frequently that it is in its last moments, that its grip on the engines of power is slipping, and that the noise that it is making is the sound of grinding and splintering gears that are broken and seizing, as the fear and worries of humanity, that were its lubricating agent, are withdrawn. 

Love is smoothing and calming the hearts of humanity all across the world as it flows relentlessly but gently into every nook and cranny, into every dark corner that would resist its warm and healing embrace, and even in the darkest of places Its powers of persuasion are proving irresistible.  Love’s endless willingness to hold all, without exception or conditions, to Its soft and tender bosom in a refreshing and reassuring hug that confirms unconditional acceptance of even those who feel the least worthy of entering into Its presence is bringing you all Home to Reality.  It is waking you up into the glorious brilliance of God’s utterly entrancing and unending day.

With so very much love, Saul.